Category Archives: Everyday Stuff

Just an area for what I’m doing on an everyday basis.

What is on my mind?

Peace!

Fuck if I know, I just live here.

Right now we are just drinking our Starbucks and watching our Sunday morning talk shows, “Meet the Press” (I still miss the fuck out of Tim Russert) and after this we will watch George Stawhatthefuckishisname’s “This Week”.

Weather is wonderful and will be getting much warmer this week with projections into the 90’s so we will be getting the a/c out and ready.

Diesel has “less than 30 days” to live, so we are preparing for that, right now I am not sure I want to go back to see him since the last time I saw him he was laughing and joking and that is how I would rather remember him. But who knows what the fuck we will do, I don’t. We do need to go shopping for clothes so we won’t be so rushed when its time, we have both lost a lot of weight so what we do have doesn’t fit anymore.

Damn, I thought I was in the mood to write something, but I guess not…

Not The Best of News

I’m pretty satisfied with the miles I got this week.  We missed the gym Monday and that is 4 miles off of my pedometer, but we did do over 3 miles Sunday, when I rarely get over 2 unless I go for a walk.  Today I almost got 6 miles on….so not too bad.  Friday was a wash on the weights, but I did do good on the treadmill and my abs.  But I must have really pushed my legs this week, because it has hard to walk up and down the stairs this week.  My thighs have been feeling it.

I just have been trying to enjoy the beautiful weather today.  I didn’t do much work, walked down town for some fresh fruits & veggies, put some laundry away, took care of our flowers, and went for a walk.  I had called dad on father’s day from Canada but keep losing connection, so I tried to call my folks, but they were working outside so I’ll pester them tomorrow. =)

Well, as of my last update supposedly Diesel was going to get chemo…..found out Friday that it is not going to happen.  =(  We got an email from his wife Liza, the Dr talked to a specialist and he is too far along for chemo.  They are giving him about a month.

I need to email Liza to find out if they are bringing him home for it or stay at a hospital and see how she is holding up.

My feelings are kind of messed up, I honestly didn’t have realistic hope when we saw him last week….but I guess deep down I was holding on to some type of hope since they were talking about chemo.  So since we got that email I just want to cry for both what Harold is going through and myself, but feel selfish about my own feelings when his family is going through it and has been struggling with it for the last 2 years.  I wish there was something more that we can do for them, more that we can do for his wife, I wish there was more that I can do for Harold, they have been so close.  It doesn’t feel like it is enough.

I’ve been fighting these feelings for last 2 days and have been trying not to think about it, honestly I’m thankful for our cats, especially the 2 babies….great for distraction by providing laughter, even if it is temporary.

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Jonathon, Diesel, Liza & Dylan

What A Week

Well, I don’t know where to begin, a lot of things are kind of blurred.  I guess I’ll start from my last post.

I spent Thurs & Fri of last week just trying to get as much work done as possible and to get us packed for the weekend.  Our trip of fun visiting wasn’t really going to be that. We lucked out the last 3 times drive the I-5 past Seattle, but it wasn’t to be these 2 times.  It SUCKED!  Got stuck just before the Seneca Exit of 165 again….interstate turned into a parking lot. And they never have the express lanes open when you need them.  I HATE driving the I-5 past Seattle….gggrrrr But we got through it.  The border, both ways, wasn’t too bad.  We’ve had much longer waits in the past….still hate the wait, but nothing to do about it.

We visited with Diesel in the hospital Saturday.  He was having a hard time talking and was nodding off a lot, but he was surrounded by family and visitors were coming in from all over.  We worry about how his wife is holding up with 2 young boys and a sick husband.

The hospital is in a town outside of Vancouver and our hotel was down the King George Hwy in downtown…..took us about 45min to get there.  We hit about ever stop light, including all the pedestrian lights.  Our hotel wasn’t much to talk about at all….but we didn’t spend much time in there at all and it was great for walking where we needed to go.  We had friends that provide us with a great distraction Saturday night & Sunday.  The city was not something we could ever handle living in, but I really like being able to walk nearly every where you needed to go.  I hate having to drive all the time.

Monday we were heading home, but we stopped by the hospital to visit some more and to see if the doctor has said anything.  Now there is where it gets kind of confusing.  We found out from his wife that when he was diagnosed with the brain cancer in 2007 he was given 6months to live, but he never told anyone.  Well, he did get better and even went back to work for time.

So we were waiting on finding out whether or not they were going to try surgery  or chemo again, even other 1 doctor Thurs/Fri said it wasn’t going to help.  So Monday there still was no word on it and it really didn’t sound promising.  Today we got an email from him wife, they are going to try a different kind of chemo.  Just don’t know when….fingers crossed it helps.  Hoping for the best, but preparing for the worst…..we seen 2 friends of our die of it.

But Monday, D may not have been able to talk much, but still was able to pull a joke or two and be a smart ass.  =)  That was great to see.

It was really good to get home, after spending so much time on the road….icks.  We did stop half way down to have lunch with some good friends.  Wish we had time for more, I love visiting with them.

Drew must of just gotten bored in the last few hours that we were gone because he got on top of the fireplace and ate the leaves off of one of our plants…there was still drool on it….the little demon.

Tues it was back to the gym, did better on the treadmill then expected. But the rest of the workout and Wed wasn’t much to speak of…..I maintained, so I guess that is a good thing.  Today was a much better workout.  I even had one of the regulars stop me to ask how much weight I lost and compliment me on it.  As she pointed out, women don’t hear as much as they should and she felt that she should say something.  It felt good that it has been noticed, I feel bad because I suck at observations on others to return the favor.  But that really was nice of her.

It is kind of weird, we’ve been going to the gym roughly at the same time for about 18months now. You ended up working out with the same bunch of people everyday.  In fact, it is when they don’t show up or there is someone new when you notice the difference.  Neat, but weird to observe.

This has been a strange week in celebrity deaths….Ed McMahon, Farrah Fawcett and now Micheal Jackson….all this different peaks into eras.  MJ was messed up in his personal life, but made great music.

Well, it is late here and the gym comes early…..

Figures…..

The Grand Canyon

I have been craving Fruity Pebbles for a few weeks now and decided it was time to give into those cravings after week two of totally kicking ass at the gym.

Today to top off my week of kicking ass, I ran 2 full miles non stop which is a first for me, and to make me feel even better, I could have ran another 1/2 mile. After that I did 500 situps which I have done before, but my normal is 400.

All while thinking how much I was looking forward to a good BBQ dinner of chicken breast and fresh corn on the cob, and after that some good vodka and Fruity Pebbles as I watch the ‘Wings win their 12th cup on the 12th…

Can you believe the fucking store was completly out of Fruity Pebbles…

Fuckingdamnshitfuckshitcockfuckingfuckfuck!!!!!!!!!
And no, I am still not over it.

Alexis & the Rest

My poor baby had to have 7 teeth removed today.  We took her to the vet Tues for her follow up and that she has been meowing at us a lot more then usual.  So we have been concerned.  Well, found out she needed help in the litter department and that her teeth were not good.  =(  She seemed to be doing much better in the 1st area once they gave her some fluids and we got some meds.  We had to wait for the blood work to see if she was ok to be put under for the dental.  Once we got the ok, we got her scheduled for today since our vet does surgeries on Friday.

I dropped her off early this am, before the gym and after I got done with all my errands this afternoon, she was ready for pick up.  Oh boy, my poor baby is still loopy from the drugs and I picked up over 5hrs ago.  When she got home she would struggle to get away from us and walk.  She walked into a wall, her legs keep falling under her……her eyes are so glossy.  =(  I know the effects will wear off, but I feel so bad for her.

We have her in the spare room for her own safety, with soften food, water & a litter box in there..  We don’t want her falling down the stairs or being harassed by the wonder twins.  She is getting a little better, I actually got her to purr.  The last time it was like she wanted to, but the drugs won’t let her.

I’m really hoping that she eats some of the food by tomorrow.  Right now, she is too drugged up (she hasn’t even touch her water and she has a fetish for drinking water) but it so important to make sure that she eats or we got to take her in for fluids.  The concern we have with her eating is that she won’t eat anything but dry cat food, preferably meow mix.  Hell, all of our cats eat the meow mix around the iams that we mix in it…..very strange.  But she won’t eat any kind of human food, except when her thyroid was out of wack….she may lick tuna juice.  But with out having those 7 teeth, which were chewing teeth, we are concerned about it.  Fingers crossed, that I find some of the soften food eaten.

The messed up thing, we have spent more money on her since Jan then we have spent on our own health in 2yrs….lol

I ended the week at the gym on a so-so note.  I finally hit 3.55mile in 30min on the treadmill, but when I went to do my second set of abdominal at 92#…..something didn’t feel right.  I think I may have pulled something.  I was able to do my floor abs, but on the machine, it wasn’t working even when I reduced some of the weight.

Surprisingly, my nose isn’t sore like I expected it to be.  My ears (like 20yrs ago…..lol) was sore for a month or two and my belly…well, you have to worry about pants hitting it wrong…ouch.  I just have to be careful blowing my nose and everything else around it.

Due to all my errands and such today, I haven’t gotten a bit of work done….icks.  So I’m going to get some of my emails done while watching Bill Mahr, so my work won’t be too much tomorrow.  We do have payroll Monday, so I need to get the prep started tomorrow with some other personal work done.