Busy and Stressful Worry

Boy, since last night it has rough on trying to catch up on work, emails, & messages.  I finally made a dent.  I still have some emails from our business, but all my personal and job emails are caught up.  Thankfully.

I have a bunch of other work that I need to get done for 1st, I’m hoping to be able to get some of it done tomorrow.

I have my appointment with the trainer tomorrow.  It is part of the membership, you have to one to help you get a routine and they supply it.  I’m hoping that I get some good ideas for it.  So far, I’m doing 25min on the stationary bike and then 6 on a row machine (I think that is what it is) and then down to the floor to the different machines.  I figured the 25 min on the bike is good for getting my heart rate up and burn some calories.  Then the machines, of course, help me focus on spots.  Of course, by not being in a gym in forever, I carefully read all the instructions on the machines before getting on them.

Other then work, I have just been stressing over Reggie……..but that is for another post.  =(

Grouchy

Burnt and Busy

Damn, I am burnt.  I did it last night.  =(  It is my chest.  I try so hard to be careful when I start back into tanning and then some how I goof it.  Oh well……no tanning for the next few days.

We did watch the oscars last night.  It was nice we used the drv and didn’t start watching it until about 2 hours after it started.  I just wanted to see how Jon Stewart was doing, didn’t really care about the rest.  So we were able to forward through all the speeches, commercials, musical numbers, and the few categories that we didn’t want to watch.   It made it much more enjoyable.

I had to take yesterday off from the wii, because when I tried to bowl 2-3 frames I was in so much pain….icks.  I haven’t played today.  Had way too much to do once we got back from the gym and the store.

I have my alarm set to try and get my ass out of bed by 8am.  Our goal is to roll out of bed, eat and head to the gym.  So when we get back it doesn’t feel like we have wasted half the day and have a ton of work to do.

I’ve been so busy with my other job that I haven’t been able to keep up with my emails/messages.  =(  I’m hoping that I won’t have much to do tomorrow on my job that I can attack my personal stuff.

It looks like we won’t have to worry about wintery weather at our elevation anymore.

 Looks like another fairly warm week with plenty of dry weather.  The Portland metro area will see scattered areas near freezing overnight and a nice warm day Tuesday with highs near 60 degrees.  Wednesday will see scattered areas of rain both in the morning and afternoon.  The snow level mid-week will be near 4,000 feet.  The wettest day this week for Portland looks to be Saturday.  Still no big storms in sight.  With March beginning Saturday, it is starting to look like the low elevation snow season has possibly come to an end.

This is great sign for heading to the parks and maybe another trip to the zoo.  =)

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Sunny & in the 50s

The weather has just been stunning for a Feb.  I love it, not too hot but sunny with a crisp smell.

Didn’t get to the gym today, but spent time on the wii doing the “training” for the boxing so I can figure out the moves.  That is a work out.  And I finally broke past my game high of 186 from 2 days ago for bowling, got a 203.  That is only because I got 2 turkeys (3 strikes in a row) because I missed a few spares that I normally don’t.  My shoulders are sore.

I am enjoying that fact that when I get restless and don’t want to be in the office for a few minutes and I have something to do.

The problem with it being nice out is that I don’t want to be in the office getting work done and I don’t want to be downstairs, because nether place gets the sun very well and that just drives me nuts.  Our old office received a lot of sun so that was nice and if that wasn’t enough, I worked on the patio.  When it is nice out I’d rather be in the bedroom because it gets the most sunlight.  So that is when I like playing the wii, I can open the window, enjoy the fresh air and be active.

Today I had to do a quick errand and decided not to come home right away.  It was just too nice out and I didn’t want to be in the house.  I finally stopped at a bookstore not too far from here that I’ve been waiting to visit. It was so different to the one that I’ve spent the last 3yrs browsing through, but it was a nice set up.  I also felt lost because so many new books have come out that I wasn’t familiar with.  I miss knowing all that.

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I am sore, especially my right shoulder. I spent about 3hrs bowling on our wii last night, did a few games today. I really wanted to do more and actually was thinking that I need to do the boxing one, just so both of my shoulders are sore, but I had to get work done that I’ve been avoiding. =( I also went to the gym today, got some stress out there. Really, debating with myself about getting up tomorrow for a class at the gym. With it being a Saturday, I don’t know how busy it is going to be. I hate crowds.

I was doing so much running around that I forget to eat lunch…..not good. I’m having some wine and cheese and crackers right now. But before this I only had 1200 calories for the day, that is not good. A body should not go below 2000 a day. So I’m treating myself……probably at 1500 calories now.

Started to go tanning again this week. I haven’t done that since we left Indiana, so I was trying to take it slow. I did great the 1st night, but the second night I think the girl put me in a stronger bed (I asked for a weaker one) because I had some red marks on me……ouch. Needless to say I couldn’t tan for 2 days due to the burn. =( I went today, I’m a little red. We’ll see how I am by tomorrow evening. If the red hasn’t faded very well I will have to wait until Sunday to go back. The good thing about tanning is that it makes me use lotion like I should be.

Right now I’m watching Real Time with Bill Maher and I’m trying to figure out why when I try to upgrade my itunes I get an invalid drive?? It is just pissing me off. I never had an issue before…….ggggrrrrr

If you seen Harold’s post earlier, we are stressing about Reggie. =( He hasn’t changed in attitude but, hell, he doesn’t have a clue. He want love when he wants it and grouchy as hell when he doesn’t and looks cute the whole time…..ornery shit.

Grouchy

Stupid cat part 2

 

We are still debating what to do with Reggie, he is still sneezing blood and after talking to the specialist, it will cost 2 1/2 times as much to have a camera shoved in his nose then I was first told. It is not the $ that is stopping me from having it done, we can afford it, (Not that I want to pay it) but it’s more of a “is it worth it” which not even my Vet can answer. The Vet is now looking into a MRI which would be more detailed then the camera in his nose thing, but of course they cannot take samples this way to confirm if it is cancer. So we are in a “Kobayashi Maru”. (Let’s see how many of you so called geeks know what that is) Its hard being in this situation, not knowing hurts, and knowing could hurt far worse, so we are just waiting on the Vet to let us know more information and we can go from there.

Reggie is still Reggie, crabby most of the time until he wants attention. And to clarify a few things, I posted last he weighed 10 lbs vs 13 lbs he weighed a few years ago, after I posted that I read the results I had and I must have misheard the assistant, he weighs 10.9 lbs, so it is only a 2 lbs loss over 3 years. Like that matters, just setting the record straight.

Ok, the Vet just called me, MRI’s are much more expensive then the camera in the nose, and after talking more the Vet thinks there is “less than a 50% chance it’s “good”.

So I guess we will just wait since there is no point throwing $ into something that will not help do a damn thing but stress Reggie. Reggie’s age is the main factor in this, he is almost 13 and for a cat that’s pretty old. I just do not want to put him under more stress then he has to be under so we will just wait and see and go from there.

This totally sucks.

How Do I Feel?: worried worried