And I can not wait. I got a whiff of my foot the other day, and needless to say, 2 weeks without a wash, has taken its toll. I stood up “normally†for the first time in 4 months the other day, it felt soooooo weird. I just did it for a few seconds and my leg felt like I had been walking/standing for hours; it got that tired in a matter of seconds.
Joy.
And I have been trying to walk normally as well, but that will take time since I still want to “naturally†walk on the side of my foot after 4+ months of walking that way, so this will be fun having to relearn to walk w/o a limp.
Joy.
We talked to D again last night, this was the first time Pauline got to talk to him, and we all got a good laugh from it, so that is good. He knows he has to have chemo and so far is dealing with it ok. I told him I would call him this weekend.
My project is starting to take a better shape then it has been. I was talking to a friend who owns/runs a multi million dollar company and he said he loves how I can plan things months in advance. Now personally I am stressing that I haven’t planned or done enough for the project which we will actually start a part of in a few weeks, let alone the big part that will start this summer, so I guess I am stressing over nothing?
Let’s see…. Rich guy thinks I’m ok and doing ok and will be ok, me the poor guy thinks I’m so not ready, need more time and planning…. who is right, who is wrong?
I think I will kick the rich guy in the shins when I see him in a few weeks, I’m not going to say a word, just walk up to him, kick him in the shins and let him figure it all out.
How Do I Feel?: 
stressed
I be jammin to: The Verve – She’s a Superstar
angry